this was never what you wanted.
do you want to?
She was elusive. She was today. She was tomorrow.

Some days I just fucking miss you. And I hate it.

Anonymous said: So, I've got like.. a massive crush on you. Just sayin'. Have a lovely day.

You’re making me blushhhhhh.

Thank you. :)

Anonymous said: admit 1-92 *side smirk emoji*

well it’s something to do

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? no sir

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? yes but not in the context of me being interested

3. Have you taken someones virginity? nope

4. Is trust a big issue for you? it’s become one

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? I’m not quite sure what that means anymore

6. What are you excited for? leaving for drum corps

7. What happened tonight? idk yet I’m going to eat mexican with my friend

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? nah we’re young and i’m pretty sure i have been that girl

9. Is confidence cute? always

10. What is the last beverage you had? cherry coke

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? psh i don’t know maybe two.

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? plenty

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? probably pack and hang out with my brother

14. What are you going to spend money on next? i spend most of my money on color guard. and food.

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? HAHAHA HA no

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? absolutely positively

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? I have like three best friends I can tell anything to

18. The last time you felt broken? this morning when I woke up from my dream. the last month straight.

19. Have you had sex today? I wish

20. Are you starting to realize anything? most of the time, you can’t depend on anyone 

21. Are you in a good mood? a better one than lately

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? considering i can’t swim that would be a big fat no

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? yeah just a little lighter

24. What do you want right this second? affection..ha

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? i wouldn’t be surprised

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? all except for my pink streak

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? probably never

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? my friend’s snapchat

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes way more than i should

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? maybe after one honest fuck up. but i’m not one to talk because i’ve given out plenty of third, fourth, and fifth undeserved chances

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? nope

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yeah but I don’t think they care

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? I want to be one of them

34. Listening to? that animals song

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? I don’t prefer to

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? idk, at home somewhere not wanting to speak to me.

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? maybe a strong attraction.

38. Who did you last call? my best friend

39. Who was the last person you danced with? i honestly don’t remember the last time i danced ‘with’ someone

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? I don’t know because I was weak. And it made me feel like I was getting revenge in a way. The funny part was I cried in front of his face literally five minutes before hand

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? like 2 weeks ago

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? I always hug my parents

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? plenty of times

44. Do you tan in the nude? can’t say i do

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no because i think i needed it at the time even though he didn’t deserve it

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? not last night, but the night before very much so

47. Who was the last person to call you? my best friend

48. Do you sing in the shower? nah that’s embarrasing

49. Do you dance in the car? always

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? nah

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? less than a year ago

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? sometimes they make me feel awkward but i still like them

53. Is Christmas stressful? i think Christmas is awesome

54. Ever eat a pierogi? i have no clue what that is

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? i can’t say I’m a pie person

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? teacher, actress, nurse

57. Do you believe in ghosts? to a certain extent i do

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? yeah occasionally

59. Take a vitamin daily? no but i should

60. Wear slippers? barefoot ha

61. Wear a bath robe? nope

62. What do you wear to bed? usually a t shirt and shorts or pajama pants

63. First concert? Backstreet boys!

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target all the way

65. Nike or Adidas? Nike

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Enchanted (check out my url) and All too well

69. Ever take dance lessons? not formally but i still want to

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? not specifically but given the people i’m around likely something medical or musical

71. Can you curl your tongue? sadly i cannot :(

72. Ever won a spelling bee? I have actually. that was my shit.

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? I have!

74. What is your favorite book? Looking for alaska

75. Do you study better with or without music? with, always

76. Regularly burn incense? no but I always have candles

77. Ever been in love? I don’t think I’ve ever had real true head over heels love

78. Who would you like to see in concert? Arctic monkeys

79. What was the last concert you saw? Taylor swift I believe!

80. Hot tea or cold tea? highly flavored cold tea

81. Tea or coffee? coffee without a doubt

82. Favorite type of cookie? chocolate chip

83. Can you swim well? ha try not at all

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yes

85. Are you patient? in many lol

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? a band would be awesome but a dj would have more variety

87. Ever won a contest? not anything super exciting haha

88. Ever have plastic surgery? how about no

89. Which are better black or green olives? def black

90. Opinions on sex before marriage? i always thought i would wait but, i didn’t. it is honestly and truly up to personal opinion

91. Best room for a fireplace? living room

92. Do you want to get married? yes once i’m finally with someone who treats me like i’m worth something.

you know what’s annoying is the fact that the male defense mechanism is ‘let me just not talk to you until I’ve figured out exactly why I am an idiot’

it used to offend me and now it’s just like get your life together dude. and figure out what you want. bye.










oh wow

oh my god



this is beautiful.

highest of all compliments omg

I want to be this girl


View from Montmartre, Paris. Taken with a vintage camera.

I want to go to Paris again soon!!! It’s been almost a year!

Blake Anderson crowd surfing during Ty’s set at Coachella